Sunday, December 16, 2012

lost in friendship


7? or 8? of us ...

or maybe none ...

i never know ...





they are friend of me ..

angelie & hui min : today i saw a camp photo of them... with yt
they are so happy without me
i am getting far apart with them ...
WHY?

vivian : why are you always want to keeping yourself ?!
dont think i am blind
i am your friend ... i know how stronger is you ...
i know you, you love someone
and someone be good with you
and that 1 is a boy ...
or maybe couple already
my feeling is ..... we are getting to be a stranger
WHY?

Sau keay & chirlynn : i have lost yours for so long ...
i never blame yours ..
maybe companion is really more important then a friend ...
so ......... we are nothing to talk about
the last thing i can do for yours is ....
Silently blessing for all of you

Lydia : so long time no meet you
seen you from a little girl ..
 we have teaching you many bad thing ... hahaha
you have change a lot too ....
but at least you are the one who wont keeping all the secret with me and wont forget me ....
and call me for all the time :)
thank you


it isn't i am too bad ?
until i lost all my friend ...........
i have NO FRIEND .

我們終於來到以前憧憬的年紀,
卻發現已經
有人訂婚、有人結婚、
有人出國、有人生活順利、
有人堅持夢想、有人碌碌無為......
畢業時的那個藍天早已消失不見,
那個和你在操場邊說著要一起走到未來的人,
也早就不知道去了哪裡。
看著窗外的天,突然就黑了..
感覺像我們的青春,突然就沒了;
有些东西一旦错过,就不再拥有 :')
请告訴我,我该怎麼做,才留得住你這朋友 </3
我最害怕的事情,
就是我們慢慢也變淡了,
告訴我要怎麼做,
才能留住你這個朋友 

我会坚强 。

Friday, December 7, 2012

just a little girl


gone for so long

finally i am back

sorry , my follower :)



我像被利用的工具吗 ?

maybe...........

isn't because i am a pisces

so you can hurt my again and again ?

you never care my feeling , friend .

you keep saying BFF

but you never know the true meaning of it

i have seriously let you hurt me deep and deeply

i know i am useless

let you hurt me once by once ....

but i am really pay all my love and trust on it

why ? why is you again ....



i am selfish ...

i care all my thing

i love my everything

even those people , thing or life

i care if i lose them...

i am really love them ....

expecially people .

please , dont try to hurt me again

i love the person so much

but i am so scare to lose it after your appear

really .....


my dear girl , be mature pls ...

dont have to pay all the love to a people who are good to you
because it is maybe just a illusion....